Why is it  so  many men want to  have  sex with  us  larger  woman, But  when it  comes to commitment and  shit most of them  run? Larger  women have  feelings too and we  love just like the  thin women. I  am   tired  of  being  played by  players. All i ever  wanted  was  to  find someone who likes  me  for  who  i  am  not what  i  can  give  them. IS there  anyone  out  there that is  honest  and  caring  anymore? Not to  many  here where i  live . I  am  tired  of  the  games, lies and deicit out there.When guys break up  with you  for  someone  else they  don't even have the  balls  to  let you know. They just  ignore you and  make you  cry   harder wondering  what  is  wrong  with you. This  world is  getting to  be  a messed  up  place. Marriages and  relationships  don't  last  long anymore. I  am  a  sweet caring person and  i  don't like to  hurt anyone but  am  always the  one  to  get  hurt. I  guess i  should grow a  backbone and  be  able to  tell  people  off  when they  hurt me. But i  have  more   pride than  that. I just  walk away ,cry a bit  and  thenmove on  with  my   life. I  know  i  am  destined to live the  rest of  my  life  alone and  i  have accepted  it. As long  as  my  kids  love me  i  will be  happy. I love to  make  friends and  always will but i  am  not  sure  if  i  will  ever be  able  to  love unconditionally anymore. My heart has  been  smashed too many  times.

Am  depressed and broken hearted  so   please bear  with  me I  am  not  always this  mean and  bitchy  lol

 I respect everyone till i  am   disrespected. Then all  hell  turns  loose lol